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Sunday, July 05, 2009; 4:01 pm
Sunday today, now raining. Love it cause it makes me sleepy, but dislike it too because it means it's going to be quite warm at night. Just making a post so type about random things today, just wasting some space so it won't be a few lines post.Anyway, I was thinking about the fear of bugs cause my sister was answering a quiz on facebook, then I remembered I have a little fear of butterflies too. Vanessa influenced me to fear butterflies, can't remember when but we went to a butterfly garden (my sister tagged along too), at first I was not scared, it was Vanessa who was freaking out whenever a butterfly comes close. I had to put myself in misery by asking her why she was afraid of butterfly... Then she replied "cause of their legs." Then the image of cockroach legs came to my mind, yup that's how I began freaking out too. I remembered the feeling of a cockroach climbing up my leg when I was young, it was kinda tickles a lot and then this women who happened to be cleaning the floor nearby sprayed water at my legs, when I looked down I saw this cockroach on it's back and wringing its leg so fast and try to fly away by flapping its wings which make it on its back and going insanely fast in a circular motion! I freak out at that moment cause it's so disgusting! I saw the details of the cockroach and from that day onwards the fear of cockroach started.
So when Vanessa mention about the butterfly's legs, I thought of this and freak out, I'm fine when they're just flying nearby but if one land on any part of my skin I would start screaming like heck. So while we were dodging the butterflies, we came to an area where there was very little of them 'loitering' about, then on the floor was another butterfly, IT WAS HUGE! ITS ABDOMEN WAS LIKE SO ABNORMAL! Seriously that thing is like super big, you can see the whole body as in that thing is like so oversized, at least compared to those butterflies I see everyday which most of the time you can only see their wings from afar as if they don't have a body, but this was so... that butterfly was at quite a distance away from us and yet the first thing we all noticed was it HUGE abdomen, the next thing is how beautifully big its wings were but Vanessa rejected the idea of taking a photo of it becasue most people will freak out when they see this picture just like us. So that is how my fear of butterfly rised to the next level, I am officially afraid of butterflies with huge abdomen, by the way the legs played a part in this too, its legs were very long and it was freaky, the butterfly is the most freakish one I ever saw and I hope I won't see another one of those again.
Wow, I wasted so much space, anyway tomorrow I'm going to watch Ice Age 3 with Vanessa. Wheee~ I can't wait!
